I completely know what you mean!
The muddiness makes it even difficult to recall the experiences correctly. I don’t think I’ll be doing LSD anytime soon. Actually, I don’t plan on doing it ever again because of just how profoundly exhausting it can be.
As an experience that allows for you to briefly contemplate consciousness, however, it works. But that’s it. And it’s still very brief and fallible as you suggest. I should be more persistent with meditation, to be honest.
Thank you for reading and sharing your perspective James!! Truly appreciate it :)